congratulations?!?! you jackass

duh bete bete bete, as usual....td pagi gw untuk kesekian kaliny memulai aktifitas dgn keBTan. Bayangin aje, bgtu gw nyebrang jln, dgn suksesnya 1 bus 188 yg msh kosong lewat dpn muka gw. Trus gw pikir ok lah,abis ini naek 183 aje....tp sial seribu sial, 2 bus 183 yg dtg following the 188 penuh total,ga even brenti....sialan d tu 2 bus emg laknat abis, ga pernah ga penuh.....malesin banget ga seh,gw mo brgkt spagi apapun akhirny ttp nyampe kantor jem9.30....malah ampe NUS jg msh mesti nunggu bus C atau A2 lage....dan kesialan bnr2 numpuk krn si A2 jg sukses ninggalin gw.....arghhhhhh....
sampe di science tentuny gw makin kesel krn tu kantor sial seribu sial letaknya ad di atas gunung, which means gw mesti nanjak lagi.....gimana ga kurus nih badan tiap ari disiksa physically & mentally....kurus + darah tinggi deh gw
anyway, jem3 siang td gw akhirny ke ICA yg ga kalah sialannya....gw gatw org2 dsana tuh goblok tolol idiot apa kegatelan ngerjain orang laen,jelas2 tu PR prosesny konon 3-6 bln.....dan employment pass yg dikasih cuma valid 3 bulan....which means gw kudu bolak balik ngadepin tante2 girang yg super judez disana....sampe hari ini aj ud keitung 3kali gw dtg ksono....
(ganti inggris deh...malu gw indo gw dah ga berbentuk gini,ga jelas mesti taroh koma titik dimane)
and here comes the worst part: so I was waiting there for the EP, sitting nicely having a conversation with Liu Yang who was very unhappy waiting there since 10 am in the morning. We were talking abt how boring my job is, how pathetic it is to be held for even another year in sg, how all jobs statisticians may end up getting are similar and insipid, and so on, when suddenly one of the happy aunty (tante girang.red) called my name, looking if there was someone else called Haskell. The moment I told her that I was the one she had been looking for, she suddenly had this very funny expression and -well, I still can't believe this- she said, "Are you Haskell? Congratulations" *wink wink*. I, hypocritically, said, "Thanks, but may I know what this is regarding?". *tada...jeger lalala* "We are happy to tell you that your PR application has been approved", she replied, still with that funny face. She was prolly expecting me to behave the same way, showing such a stupid fake happiness, full of euphoria. I, on the other hand, being such a huge fan of leave-singapore-asap FC, was of course terrified. I didn't know if I had to feel sorry for her, to laugh, to cry, to smile, to be proud or to puke right at her face. When on earth have I ever expected to be a sg pr?? Had they asked me, I'd be very happy to let them know that it was such a decision Haskell would never ever do, should he not be in such a situation needing a job to "fulfill" the bond and at the same time the only interesting offer (which finally turned out being by no means interesting) he got was from a company requiring all of its employees to be at least a sg pr....haizz...
-I still wanna throw up, btw-
anyway, the good part of today is that I'm home....yayyyy that was like 5.30 pm when I reached home, realizing that even my roommate was not home yet. fyi, he might be the first to reach home everyday, I guess. Yeah, I'm happy to be home early but on the other hand, I have to be at work again tomorrow, which sounds like 14 hours away from now......sigh